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castiel-sniffs-deans-panties: eveningontheground: hieroglyphica...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 01:23:09 -0400

eveningontheground:

hieroglyphical:

#kids are allowed to be selfish #in order to create their own healthy personality #they are allowed to demand anything you want and don’t want to give #but dean is no parent #he isn’t the mother that is supposed to be selfless and giving #he is a child himself sam’s brother #under normal circumstances you can’t expect from dean to give into sams begging #yet he does exactly what you expect from a mother #giving up giving in #he did it since he was more or less four year old #to give sam anything that resembles a normal life for him to grow up and become the adult he now his #dean had to neglect his own childhood #he never grew up to be healthy #he was john’s caretaker in a really disturbing way #he was sam’s sort of parent #he is a soldier #he is tortured and traumatized and made into a tool more than one time #he is a human shaped mess of trauma and guilt #a hero a brother a friend a saviour a protector a caretaker #but you know never just dean #because ‘dean’ little precious dean burned alongside his mother on a ceiling all those years ago (via godkillinghimself)

#THAT LAST LINE #OH MY FUCKING GOD IT’S SO TRUE #EVERYTHING HURTS #AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HATE JOHN SO MUCH #I HATE HIM FOR THE ADULT HE FORCED HIS CHILD TO BE #FOR THE SHITTY EXCUSE FOR A PARENT HE LAYED CLAIMS TO #FOR EVERY TIME HE MADE HIS BOYS FEEL USELESS WHEN HE WAS THE USELESS ONE #I HATE HIM FOR PUTTING REVENGE FIRST #AND LEAVING HIS BOYS TO BASICALLY GROW UP WITHOUT A FATHER #I HATE HIM FOR THINKING IT’S WHAT MARY WOULD HAVE WANTED #FUCK YOU JOHN #MARY WANTED HER BOYS TO BE HAPPY AND SAFE #AND YOU GAVE THEM A LIFE OF MISERY #THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR WHAT HE PUT THOSE CHILDREN THROUGH#ABSOLUTELY NONE AT ALL (via castiel-sniffs-deans-panties)

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